| last month was suh a bad month...i reli ddint like it..was soo upsetting but its getting better and i hope it wil stay like this..i dont want anymore arguments..anymore depressing days...i just want everything to be ok..
why do some girls have to be so bitchy?why do they have to make up shit?why do they have to make u miserable?why do they have to be a frickn PIG!!!!!!i reli dont like it...i hate when they try to make u jealous..and they do the fing in badness..PURE BADNESS!why do they have to type up stuff and hint it to u but they dont acktuli write the name of u?...what is the point??if u have summit to say say it to my face....not on internet...y do u have to make things all fucked up..ur the fukn cray retarded....BITCH!!!
feel better now after i typed this up...will never ever talk to her again....such a fukn retarded COW.!
xmas is comin up..me going to NI for few days..visit family..visit friends...hope uz r all free..when i gt back i mean..my friends lol uno who use are..so i wont type names.!better have smfn good planned!!><
see you's all soon!Homies! |
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| well missed two days of uni already this week...thurs and friday!!!Ooo nOOoOo i am going to be so behind in my work!!!been so ill doh >< sore throat sore hed...body so sore..and now my throat is killing me....plz get better la!!!getting a bad cough cumin now!haiii what can i do!!!!wish it wud go away sooo sun fou and can hardly sleep or swallow...=-=
sooo..this month for me has beeen my ups and downs...i guess not a good month!hate it...!
i just hope after 31st things will be normal again and i can enjoy everyday...and be happy...~ |
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| haiii my uni timetable ho gay ah!!!!>< timings r so bad!still getting lost at uni cant find the rooms and iv been late for the whole week...>< stupid buses nevr on time!so annoying!!!!so alwys have to leave an hr erlier starting frm nxt week.!!!=_= flipn shit buses!!!
havent been partying that much only been out once since iv got over here.....not even in the mood to go out.....partying for some reason...hai.......
i dont like STATS!got the mod book today and holy crap soo thick and so hard lookin!>< sigh sigh sigh
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| tuesday morning got up and lo gung took me to uni hehe..so arrived at uni and didnt know wher to go but phew seeen becky which was gd cos she was working there showing people the uni so she took me most of the time i was there to do my regist which was alrite.!thanks becky ^^!so got everything sorted and filled in within 45mins lol then got bus home back to uni...was scared incae i stopped at the wrong stop!but i didnt which was good!sooo then came home went to tescos to buy some lunch then went back to my hall and ate and watched some tvb then soon after i fink i just stayed in the room and then went out to socialise with my house friends whihc was good as they are quite dwn to earth people!!hehe ^^ ^^ ^^.
so finally met all my house friends which is a good start so this whole week of induction im nt going in cos no point as every1 i put into groups lol eeeeek...oh well nt that important!!>< so now gota wait till friday and i have to go in at 8.30am!!!!!!for a silly gym induction fing fUK SAKE!cba getting up sooo fukn erli!!><><><><<><><><><
then going to freshers fair on friday also soo shud be ok maybe??probz wont stay that long neway doh...cnt reli be assed!!hehe...but duno who im going with yet doh cos house frens r going tmr!!!!
party on at syndicate tmr 4 freshers but duno if im going..hmmmmmm shud i?
so today sent th whole day messing about i guess...went to town with marco to eat..then back to my hall and done abit of his fricking cwrk for him for uni..then teen sui came and collected us to go and have dinner at evans house then i went back home then i went back out as alex came to collect me to go and eat then now im back at home again...ready for bed..and alex is away to play snooker and probz wont be bck till duno..wht time..
i feeel scared everytime i think about something.....that i cannot control myself from doing. |
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